[alonaria]

Obliterated


Broken up
torn apart
soul is being fed
to the shadows

Limb by limb
Scrath by scratch
poison delving
into my heart

The acid
your words
seeping into my life

I'm dying
I'm losing myself
My being
is dissipating

Your words are knives
boring thoughts
scratching memories
into my mind

I scream for mercy
but you venom
to me
is everlasting

You
Me
Your words
I'm obliterated



Why Did I Even Try?


Why did I even try
when I knew
it would end like this

All we had
spiraling into that
which embodies chaos

Sour tears shed
bitter words exchanged
and sweetness cast away

Oblivion consumes our souls
hearts
minds

And life
as we lived it
is succumbed to death



Broken


Stinging tears.
You should've turned back.
Heart cracking.
Why didn't you turn around?
Choppy breaths.
I thought you loved me.
Chaotic thoughts.
You weren't there.
Overwhelming despair.
You just left me.
I'm falling.
No words to describe.
Future collapsing.
How did this happen?

I'm lying on the floor.
My arms are wrapped around my knees.
The abyss
is consuming me.
My heart has shattered.
My soul demolished
Nothing is left.
Only nothing exists.
And nothing is nonexistant.
So there is only emptiness
where my being should be.
My eyes are closing.
Grief is deadly
to me
because
a world without you
isn't a world at all
to me
It is a custom made
hell on earth
for my nonexistant self